Suicide Ghosts

You don't always see the suicide ghosts, but their all around you. Fuck, I'm one.

I wasn't always so vague. Oh hell no. I was full of life. I was sunshine and warmth in human form. Full of virility. My future shined and I floated with my feet on the ground. You seen and felt me when I entered a room.

But I was not invincible. Not even close. Suicide ghosts are victims only of their own smug ego's. They get too big for their strong bodies and the physical form can no longer hold them

Bam! I never seen myself coming. I was above myself.

Empty and hallow now without emotion is how I spend my days. I hurt too many people, there is no pain left for me.

So I spend my hours drifting about. Cold and empty.You will think you see me occasionally, but not really. I am mostly invisible and you will look right through me. For those I love I will on occasion turn the karma up so they do not forget me. Most of them anyway.

Memories. At least I have the memories.